Tuesday, September 16, 2003

HAPPY 12TH(i mean, 19th) BDAY, ANNE!! hope u like the STRIPpingly wonderful card i made u..

i feel sad cuz i have SAD (separation anxiety disorder.. not a real disorder, just made it up).. but seriously tho, went back to the mount & finally accepted the realization that i no longer belong there no matter how hard everyone tries to make it seem like i do..

this reminds me so much of my transition from gs to hs, & from holy to the mount.. it's a relatively normal, repetitive process & yet i still deprive myself of the happiness that i long for.. i can't help but feel lonely at times.. not because i can't make friends (cuz i'm sure there are some unfortunate souls out there who would make the mistake of takin me in as a friend.. haha).. but it's the fact that i'm losing those who i've made a close connection with (my old & supposed-to-be roomies, GLAMA, my boys, my nursing & bio majors, the older ones who look after me, & all those who i crossed paths with)..

hmm, i guess lookin at it from a different and more positive perspective.. i have not lost them; rather, i've just elongated the "extention cord".. gee, i like that phrase.. it's a keeper!..my night's gettin brighter.. i will however not forget them, altho i might forget some details of our time together (due to age progression).. they will remain special in the depths of my heart.. I LOVE ALL OF YOU

*[[ The magic within... ]]*
|9:46 PM|


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